3 IMPORTANT Lessons I Learned About Resilience in 2019 ✨ | + Tips on Remaining Resilient During Difficult Times

My beautiful friend Olivia (check out her blog here) wrote a post about the lessons she learned in 2019. I thought I’d continue this momentum and discuss the lessons 2019 taught me about resilience.

Not going to lie, 2019 was a bad year. Like really bad…

At the beginning of 2019, I ironically chose the word “resilience” as my word for the year because resilience was something I was hoping to learn more about and incorporate into my everyday life.

Resilience (noun) re-sil-ience
“The process of adapting well in the face of adversity, trauma, tragedy, threats or significant sources of stress… it means bouncing back from difficult experiences”

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A year later, I didn’t realize just how much 2019 was going to teach me about being resilient… From experiencing housing issues to losing a family member, I really feel like I experienced it all 2019. Despite all of my personal challenges, I learned a lot as a result of my setbacks this year. Before I get into my blog post, I want to preface it by saying, if you are struggling with any mental health issues, it’s important to seek help and work through your struggles with a qualified professional. Given my personal experience with hardship this year, I will share the top 3 lessons 2019 taught me about resilience:

Resilience Lesson 1: It’s okay to not be okay

After feeling “not okay” at times throughout this year, I feel like I have a better understanding of why it’s okay to not be okay.

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For years I looked at this quote and never really understood it. In all honesty, I kind of thought it was a stupid quote because none of us want to feel “not okay”. Thinking of social media, we tend to post our best experiences and highlights of our lives, while down-playing the hardships we endure in silence. In feeling “not okay”, it’s easy to feel alone because nobody wants to talk about our hardships, and we fear sharing our negative experiences is almost like “airing our our dirty laundry”.

In reality, it is 100% completely normal to experience difficult times and we all go through periods where we are not okay. In fact, it’s part of the human experience. Life is full of ups and downs. Life is difficult sometimes too. Life is beautiful, yet it can be full of adversity. In feeling “not okay” it’s easy to feel like something is wrong with us, however, this couldn’t be farther from the truth.

It’s okay to feel pain, it’s okay to feel discomfort, it’s okay to feel lonely, it’s okay to feel grief.

Rather than focus on ignoring these feelings and putting on a smile, sit with these feelings and work through them. Find an open ear to talk about your feelings, whether it be a counsellor or a friend. Ask for help when you need it. At the end of the day it’s about riding with the waves, showing up for yourself, feeling the pain, and loving yourself through the good and bad times. It’s about working through the difficult moments, one step at a time and learning about yourself in the process.

Resilience Lesson 2: “There is always good things in the storm”

56d85ab3a597a73eb90c293655e29c7f.jpgThis year, I counted my blessings and learned the importance of GRATITUDE! To explain this concept, I’ll start with an analogy. In March of this year, I helped clean up my university campus through participating in a garbage pick-up day. This pick-up day occurred after some campus clubs had gone around and picked up trash, so the campus did not look bad at first sight. With a trash bag in hand, I scoured the campus with some fun people and picked up any garbage in sight. As I started looking for garbage, I started to notice small pieces of wrappers lingering in the bushes, cigarette butts hiding in the cracks on the sidewalks, and beer bottles hiding in the snowbanks. For weeks after picking up garbage, I couldn’t help but notice the garbage that was all around me. Any time I went outside, I noticed small pieces of garbage everywhere. It was as if I had changed my focus and now started to recognize all of the garbage that was around me.

What’s interesting about our perceptions is we have the ability to change them. As the spring brought forward lots of plants, flowers and leaves, I started to shift my attention to notice that even with all the garbage around me, there were still beautiful things. As I shifted my focus to notice all of the flowers around me, I began to appreciate the beauty of nature.

gratitude definitionGratitude is a way of noticing the goodness in the world, without being blind of the difficult things that we all experience at times.

Gratitude allows us to continue to see the good, even throughout bad times. Gratitude is like seeing the flowers throughout all the garbage around us.

Connecting this to my own personal life, the quote “every day may not be a good day, but there is good in every day” comes to mind. Despite this horrible year, I was still able to have some pretty awesome accomplishments and good moments scattered throughout the storm. I found my community at a local spin studio and achieved my dream of becoming a spin instructor. I finally finished writing my Master’s Thesis (and will be defending it later this month and graduating in June!), I moved out of my childhood home and took “adulting” to a new level when I got offered my dream job. Even with the sad times that were highly prevalent in 2019, I still had many positive moments throughout the storm.

Resilience Lesson 3: Focus on Self-Care

To help myself get through the year, I tuned my focus inwards and prioritized my own self-care.

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“Any activity that we do deliberately in order to take care of our mental, emotional, and physical health”

Self-care is about identifying your needs and taking care of your own health. It’s about finding strategies (you enjoy) that help you take care of your physical, mental, and emotional health. These strategies should help to refuel your mind and body. Everyone is different and you don’t necessarily have to do it all, but finding the coping strategies that work for you are key.

Some of the self-care practices which helped me be more resilient in 2019 included:


This year, I was fortunate to connect with a few different communities and I focused on participating in group exercise. I tried yoga classes, spin classes, boxing classes which helped me connect with others and get myself out the house. I was able to meet some amazing people in my community through group exercise, which helped me feel more connected and less alone.


As mentioned above, participating in group exercise classes helped me focus on obtaining adequate physical activity this year. Although this strategy does not work for everyone – being physically active is how I enjoy taking care of my body. For me personally, I like to think of exercise as a “mindfulness” practice because it forces me to focus on the present moment and enjoy my workout. Trying group exercise classes, becoming a spin instructor, and going to the gym were my favourite ways to care for my physical health. In addition to fitness, I focused on sleep. I ensured I was getting enough sleep each night by waking up at the same time each morning, which helped me feel more energized and ready to tackle my day.


I’ve been pretty open about my dietary struggles with allergies and stomach issues. This year I got serious about eating foods that made me feel my best (and did not trigger reactions). Speaking with a dietitian helped me figure out the foods that worked best with my body, and I focused on incorporating foods that were rich in protein, healthy fats, and whole grain carbohydrates. It’s amazing how much better you feel when you’re not bloated or feeling sick from the foods you are eating.


I focused on my mental health this year through attending regular counselling sessions, journaling, and “saying no” to commitments or things that did not bring me joy. I focused on treating myself like a friend, and I tried to be non-judgemental towards myself as I worked through things. Even though I still have a lot of work to do in this aspect of well-being, I definitely made some strides forward with self-love and self confidence.

Moving forward and looking at 2020, I am looking forward to a new start. My word for this year is “fierce” because I would like to live my life with transparency and I want to live unapologetically. Even though there’s plenty of things I still need to work on, I am grateful for all the lessons 2019 has taught me, and I am excited to move into 2020 with a “fierce” attitude. I am ready to tackle my goals, get things done, and do more of what I love.

Cheers to 2020!


Heather 💕

three important lessons i learnd about resilience in 2019


I HATE FALL | My Experience Living With Seasonal Affective Disorder & How I Manage My Symptoms

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By the end of August, I begin to hear people talk about Fall and say how excited they are to carve pumpkins, wear warm sweaters and enjoy a PSL (pumpkin spied laté). Even though I typically respond by saying something like “me too”, or “omg I can’t wait”, I can’t help but feel like I am telling a white lie. This is because deep down, I know that I am forcing these feelings upon myself, because I want to like fall, and I think that faking it might actually change my attitude. The hard thing about fall is that I have to accept that the seasons are changing, and there is nothing I can do about it.

The truth is, I hate fall, and as someone who suffers with seasonal affective disorder, this is my most dreaded time of year.

42586412_164283454476951_1436665873317232640_nSomeone I know shared this totally relatable “Harry Potter” meme on Facebook the other day, and I can’t get over how amazingly “spot-on” it is. Whenever the fall rolls around, I find myself in a mental health crisis, and I didn’t even realize it was happening right before my eyes! Before I know it, I am feeling sad, demotivated and unable to get myself out of bed in the morning. Much like this meme, by the time I finally realize I am getting depressed, I am able to put the puzzle pieces together and blame stress, a lack of sunshine, poor eating/food cravings, non-existent sleep, a lack of exercise, and not booking a counselling appointment (because I was feeling great up until that point). It’s the perfect storm that sets me up for a depressive episode EVERY year!

Sure, Fall should be all about carving pumpkins, getting lost in a corn maze, and going to haunted houses, but the thing I’m the most afraid of during this season is falling back into a deep, dark depression.

sad.pngThe CAMH defines Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) as a “type of depression that occurs during the same season each year” (CAMH, n.d.). SAD is believed to be influenced by the changing patterns of light and darkness that occur in the winter (Sleep Foundation, n.d.). It typically occurs in the fall or winter, but it can also occur in the spring or summer (CAMH, n.d.). In my personal experience, some of the symptoms I have during the fall and winter months include a very sad mood that lasts weeks, a loss of interest in hobbies like exercise, feeling useless and irritable, trouble making decisions and concentrating, crying a lot, and weight gain. Sleep is no joke, as I often find myself awake into unusually late hours in the night. It seems that regardless of how much sleep I get, I find myself unable to wake up in the morning and feeling tired during the day. I find that I experience these symptoms throughout the entire winter, and once the spring hits, everything seems to fall back into place, and all is well again.

So why does this happen?

The earth rotates around the sun once per year, and it rotates on an axis every 24-hours bringing forth changes in sunlight and temperature that make up the seasons, and the day/night respectively. As the seasons change and fall/winter begins, the amount of sunlight that reaches our side of the world decreases, causing biological and behavioural responses in animals including hibernation, and the change in the colour of the leaves in plants. These seasonal responses occur as a result of the organism’s circadian rhythm being influenced by the reduction in light. Humans are no exception, as we too have circadian rhythms that are regulated by the sunlight. A circadian rhythm is essentially a 24-hour internal clock that regulates hormone production, the sleep-wake cycle and body temperature in humans. Circadian rhythms are typically set by changes in sunlight, however, they can also run in the absence of light. Individuals with SAD may be more sensitive to the seasonal changes in light than others. In individuals with SAD, the changing patterns of light during the change in seasons disrupts the circadian rhythm causing fatigue, low mood, hypersomnia (an increase in sleep), and insomnia (lack of sleep).

circadian.jpegWhen the circadian rhythm is disrupted, the body’s production of serotonin and melatonin is also disrupted. Essentially, the reduction in sunlight that is associated with the fall/winter causes a reduction in Vitamin D absorption, which disrupts serotonin production. Serotonin plays a role in the regulation of mood and the sleep/wake cycle, and a disruption in serotonin causes both mood and sleep disturbances. An increase in fatigue that is experienced in the fall/winter can also be attributed to an increase in darkness, which causes more melatonin (a sleep hormone) to be produced by the body, making you feel more tired. Putting together all of these factors contributes to many of the signs and symptoms associated with seasonal affective disorder, such as a depressed mood, oversleeping (hypersomnia), insomnia, and increased irritability.

So… now that I find myself here again, how do I possibly cope?

Over the years, I have learned a few key lessons in dealing with my anxiety and seasonal depression. Whenever I find myself overwhelmed, stressed, or unable to cope, I try to take a step back from the situation and determine what I cannot control, versus what I can control. I try to find strategies to accept the things I cannot control, and work to utilize the things I can control.

Determine the things you CAN control, and control them.

The Things I Cannot Control: I cannot control the fact that the seasons are changing. This is a natural part of life, and it brings about fun activities, beautiful fall colours, and thanksgiving. I cannot control the fact that the earth is rotating, providing me with sub-optimal sunshine, and messing with my circadian rhythm.

The Things I CAN Control: Sure, this time of year is my least favourite, and I fear that I might fall back into a depression.  I am lucky to have been through a few major depressive episodes in my past, and have learned how climb out of the pit that is depression. With time, I have learned some coping mechanisms that I can implement, such as seeking counselling, and trying “light therapy”. Even though I do not always want to exercise or be active, I can control the activities I do by making time to go for a walk, or going to the gym with a friend. Even though I cannot control the time I fall asleep each night, I can control the time I wake up each morning. Waking up at the same time every day will help to reset my circadian rhythm. Finally, I can control the foods that fuel my body. I can add in one vegetable with each meal, and snack on fruit to nourish my body.

Now that I can have distinguished what I can control versus what I cannot control, I can create a game plan. Below, I will go through the aspects of my life I am currently trying to control to help me cope with (and hopefully prevent) seasonal affective disorder.

1. Reach out for help ASAP

Be proactive and book a counselling appointment in anticipation that this will happen EVER YEAR

In the summer, I find that I always cope well, and do not need to access counselling or other treatment services, because I am doing well. By the end of September or early October, this is no longer the case for me, and I am in need of counselling or other forms of treatment. The biggest issue with counselling or seeing a doctor is that appointments typically have a 2-week waitlist to get in. In my experience, by the time I actually book a counselling appointment, I’m already in a bad place, and I can’t wait the two weeks.

Even if you find yourself feeling great, with no signs of mental health issues, I’d recommend you book an appointment with your doctor or counsellor. Even as a means to just “check up” with your mental health and make sure you are doing alright. Worst case scenario, you can cancel your appointment if you really don’t need it, as long as you give a few days notice.

This year, I luckily booked a counselling appointment a few weeks ago, because I wasn’t sure if I would need it or not. Now that my appointment is on Monday, I am very pleased that I booked it, because everything went downhill for me within the span of two weeks. I am in desperate need of the appointment right now, and am so thankful I thought ahead to book it.

If you find yourself already struggling, I’d still recommend booking an appointment with your doctor or counsellor ASAP. The sooner you reach out for help, the sooner you can start to manage your symptoms.

2. Get more sunlight or try Light Therapy

afterglow background beautiful branchesSince SAD is mainly influenced by the changes in light that are associated with the fall/winter, it is important to still try and expose yourself to sunlight. This year, my mom gave me a light box, that I have been using each morning upon waking. The light box is supposed to simulate sunlight, and it is a promising therapy for depression. The light stimulates the suprachiasmatic nucleus of the brain, which is responsible for controlling the sleep/wake cycle. Exposing oneself to light helps the body produce melatonin at the appropriate times, allowing you to fall asleep at night and awake easier in the morning. If you do not have access to light therapy, try maximizing sun exposure throughout the day by going outside, or working beside a window. Increasing your exposure to natural light will work in a similar manner to light therapy.

3. Stick with a routine

In order to help restore your circadian rhythm, it is important to make sure that you go to bed at the same time each night and wake up at the same time each morning. This allows your body to better regulate hormone production, the sleep-wake cycle and body temperature. If you find yourself struggling to fall asleep at night, you can try taking a melatonin supplement (anywhere from 3 to 10 milligrams) before you go to bed at night. This will help you fall asleep, as your body naturally produces melatonin which helps you fall asleep at night. If you find yourself taking melatonin every night for an entire month, the bottle recommends that you contact your physician to help with sleep difficulties.

In my personal experience, I struggle with both insomnia and hypersomnia it seems. Basically, I find myself unable to fall asleep at night (until 3 or even 5 in the morning), then once I fall asleep, I cannot wake up (no matter how hard I try). My counsellor told me that, “I cannot control the time I fall asleep at night, but I can better control the time I wake up each morning”. I live by this statement, and whenever I find my sleep schedule is struggling, I change what I can control, and I force myself to wake up at the same time each morning (regardless of how little sleep I got that night). Obviously, you want to be reasonable, and not force yourself to wake up too early, however, it is a great strategy to help reset your clock. I try to begin by waking at 9am each morning, and every few days wake up 10-15 minutes earlier, until I wake up at 7:30am or 8:30am.

4. Exercise!

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As mentioned above, serotonin is an important neurotransmitter that helps to regulate your mood and your sleep/wake cycle. Exercise helps to produce serotonin, which will help to cause an elevation in mood, and a better sleep! Try to engage in activities that you enjoy, as it will be much easier to build something you enjoy into your schedule. For me personally, I have joined a synchronized swimming team at school, and I intend to continue going to the gym a minimum of twice per week. If you can exercise outside, this may also help because you get the added benefit of sunlight exposure, which will help reset your circadian rhythm!

5. Curb Cravings and Enjoy Healthy Foods

Many people with SAD (myself included) find themselves with heavy cravings for carbohydrate-rich foods, such as breads. The reasons why we crave these foods is that they temporarily boost the serotonin levels in the brain, offering an elevation in mood and an increase in energy. Carbohydrate cravings are more likely to occur at the end of the day/evening, and these cravings are often the cause of the seemingly uncontrollable weight gain that occurs throughout the winter months. To maintain some control over carbohydrate cravings, I would recommend that you try to create healthier alternatives that you enjoy just as much as the unhealthy foods. Some examples of healthier snack alternatives includes popcorn, bananas, or hummus and crackers. Further, it is a good strategy to eat healthier carbs with dinner, as it may help to reduce late night cravings. Some healthy alternatives I try to eat include sweet potatoes, brown rice, or lentils.

6. Socialize and Join in the Fun

In the Fall I find it easy to “fall” (no pun intended) into social isolation as I lose motivation to leave the house due to my “poor mood”. Socializing with others is a great strategy to boost your mood and fight against SAD. Being social can cause the release of oxytocin in the brain, which supports the release of serotonin. In my experience, the more I connect with others, the better I feel. Even on days when I don’t feel like leaving the house, I often find myself glad that I left the house and talked with friends.

backlit black candle candlelightWhat’s the point of Fall if you don’t allow yourself to enjoy it. Sure, for some Fall is full of cheesy activities like carving pumpkins. However, since you can’t beat it, you might as well join it. Find small things to make the Fall a little more bearable – walking in the crisp leaves always leaves a smile on my face. Carve pumpkins with your friends, or have a Halloween themed dinner party. I understand it may be one of the last things you want to do, but pushing yourself out of your comfort zone may actually help your symptoms. This year, I am challenging myself to jump into the leaves and actually partake in the festivities.

I really hope that this article met you well, and it sheds some light into my experience living with Seasonal Affective Disorder.

Over the years I have learned to anticipate SAD, and as much as it sucks, I now feel like I understand what is happening with my body and why I feel the way I do. I am curious if other people out there struggle with seasonal affective disorder, and whether they have found other means of coping with it? Please leave me a comment with your experience below!


Heather 💕

I created an infograph about Seasonal Affective disorder below for my fellow Pinterest users! If you are not following me on social media, be sure to do so as a post a lot of additional content on Instagram, Pinterest and YouTube!

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5 Affirmations for People with Anxiety

Anxiety can be hard to manage sometimes because it feels like your brain is running in five different directions at once. Here are five affirmations that have helped me deal with my anxiety struggles, and I hope they help you too 💕.

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I have made it through this before and I will make it through again.

Look around you and realize how far you have come in your life. You have made it to this moment, through the ups and downs, and have overcome much adversity. This moment will pass, and soon enough you will find yourself reflecting on its significance (or lack thereof).


This is only temporary.

Everything is in constant transition and in motion. Every year the seasons change, the school year ends, and time continues. Enjoy each moment but know that these anxious thoughts are temporary.


I trust that everything will work out.

You’re on a sacred journey through life and regardless of what will happen, everything will work out. You are well equipped to deal with any adversity that comes your way.


Tomorrow is a new day.

The end of each night brings forth a new day, and a new beginning. Even though it may feel like the end of the world, it’s not. Just as the seasons change, tomorrow will bring about something new and brighter.


There is no wrong decision.

No matter how many times you go back and forth, or weigh the pros and cons of your decisions, any decision will put you on the right path – the path you are meant to follow. Trust in the journey and know that you will end up where you are meant to be. To read more about decision making, check out my article ‘There is NO Wrong Decision’ here!


Even though anxiety can be difficult to deal with, I know that it is simply another challenge that I will learn to live with in time. Trust your journey, and know that life is not meant to be easy. At the end of the day, I am happy to be here and happy to be alive 💕

If you are feeling anxious, I would recommend you check out my FREE Grounding Meditation exercise to help during times of elevated stress and anxiety. You can access it here.

Have a wonderful week!


Heather 💕

Five Affirmations

Spring Grounding: A 5-Step Mindfulness Mediation

Sometimes all we need is to take a moment to ourselves and to observe the calmness around us. In this simple mindfulness activity, you can learn how to relax and take a moment to calm your day. This simple activity is a grounding activity that will bring you into the present moment and help you to overcome feeling overwhelmed, anxious, “out of body” or unable to focus. Turn off your phone and put away all distractions for the next five minutes as you complete this Mindfulness Moment 💕.


Begin by sitting outdoors, in a safe and comfortable spot. Sit upright and relax. Take some deep breaths – in through the nose, and out through the mouth. Notice how you begin to feel relaxed.

  1. As you sit, begin to notice the world around you. What do you see? Notice how vibrant and colorful the grass is. You may notice birds flying around or landing in the trees above you. Really take a moment to observe all the beauty there is. Take a moment to look around and identify at least 5 different things that you can see.
  2. Next, bring your attention to the sensations you are feeling. As you are sitting, feel yourself melting into the chair, or into the earth. Take a deep breath and notice all that you feel around you. It could be your feet against the rough ground, your back pressed up against your chair, or the warmth of the sun on your skin. Take another moment to yourself to acknowledge this present moment, and identify 5 sensations you feel.
  3. Close your eyes and shift your attention to your breath. Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth. Shift your attention to the sounds around you. What do you hear? You many notice the cicadas humming in the background, or the birds communicating with one another. Perhaps you hear a lawnmower buzzing in the distance. Take this moment to identify at least five different sounds you hear. Notice how busy the world is, while you sit in silence and enjoy its abundance of life.IMG_2405
  4. With your eyes still closed, shift your attention back to your breath. While breathing, focus your attention on the fragrance around you. What do you smell? You may notice the smell of freshly cut grass, or the smell of a flower garden. Perhaps you can smell the fresh spring air or the crisp autumn leaves. Take a moment to yourself to identify three different aromas you can smell. How do they make you feel?

Repeat this activity one or two more times to help ground yourself and bring yourself to the present moment.

To gently awaken yourself and bring yourself back to your day, wiggle your fingers and toes. Pause for a moment to appreciate yourself for taking this brief moment to enjoy the world around you. Set an intention for the rest of your day, and know that you will return to your life with a clearer mind. Enjoy today 💕SpringGrounding

I have created a five-minute Mindfulness Moment meditation track JUST FOR YOU to accompany this Mindfulness Moment activity. In this track, titled: Spring Grounding: A Mindfulness Moment Meditation, I walk you through this simple grounding exercise to refresh your day.

Here’s where you can find the FREE five-minute Mindfulness Moment meditation track. In this track, titled: Spring Grounding: A Mindfulness Moment Meditation, I walk you through this simple grounding exercise to refresh your day.

I hope you enjoyed this Mindfulness Moment. Practicing Mindfulness Moments has really helped me overcome anxiety, reduce stress and maintain a calm state throughout my busy day. I would appreciate your feedback on my meditation track and this activity in the comments below! 🙂 For more fun articles, I would recommend you click here for an entire list! I hope you enjoy and have a beautiful day!


Heather 💕

Mindfulness Monday – There is NO Wrong Decision 💕

What I Have Learned from Making Tough Choices

Have you ever struggled with making a decision? Or once you’ve finally made a decision, do you worry about whether your choice was the right one? Do you ask yourself, “what if” questions, or envision elaborate stories about what “could have been”? One of the greatest adversities I have faced in life is making decisions.


I am the type of person who always wants to do the “best” thing for me, or make the closest decision to the “best” decision as possible. I think it’s part of human nature to want to succeed and become our best self. Unfortunately, like many people, the focus on making the ‘best’ decision often leads me to not make any decision at all. I also find that I regret many of the decisions I make because I constantly feel that I could have selected a better option, or could have had a better outcome. Throughout my short life, I have come to the realization that there is no crystal ball that allows you to know how things will pan-out. You never know whether you have made the right decision until you look back in hindsight. Looking at my life in this exact moment, I can say that I am happy with where I am and how far I have come. I can also say that I do not regret a single decision I have made, because I would not be where I am without the accumulation of these decisions.

I remember in grade 12, I was petrified with moving on from high school and making the huge life decision of selecting which university program I wanted to pursue. I researched almost every university in Canada and weighed out the pros and the cons of each program I was interested in – only to end up making the decision to stay back and do an extra year of high school because I just couldn’t decide. The entire year, I felt as if I had made the wrong decision, and beat myself up over ‘wasting my time’ and being ‘too stupid’ for not preparing myself for university. Spending this time back in high school led me to see all my old friends move on to universities across Ontario, live in amazing residence buildings, experience awesome parties and complete their first year of school before I had even decided on what program I wanted to do. In all honesty, it was very difficult to watch everyone else move on, while I was still “stuck” in high school. My friends had magically matured before my eyes, while I was still “just in high school”.


In hindsight, I look at this experience in a more positive light. Since I did not feel ready for university, I decided to apply for the University Co-operative Education Program (UCEP) at my high school. I was fortunate to get accepted into UCEP, which allowed me to spend my first semester on the University of Waterloo campus, taking two high school credits (calculus and something else I can’t remember), one university credit (Health 101) and working as a co-operative education student with Dr. Heather Keller. The most interesting part about this experience was being immersed into the university campus and learning about the various research opportunities that Dr. Keller was conducting within the retirement setting. Overall, this experience made me much more confident that I could succeed in university and that I was “smart enough” to thrive in that environment. By the time I was ready to apply for university at the end of that semester, this experience allowed me to finally narrow my interests down to nutrition or kinesiology. My biggest goal was to get into an accredited nutrition program (there was only one near my house) so that I could become a registered dietitian. I applied for the programs and didn’t hear back until the middle of second semester.

My second semester back in high school wasn’t quite as rewarding, as the UCEP program ended and I was back in high school. By end of second semester, only 5 ‘fifth years’ remained and it was a very lonely time in my life. I finally heard back from the university programs and I found out that I was not accepted into my dream nutrition program. I felt like I had failed and that the entire year was a waste of time. Since I had been accepted into Kinesiology at Wilfrid Laurier University, I decided to do it because there were some options for taking nutrition courses once I got into third year. I felt like that was the best solution at the time because I did not want to wait another year to re-apply to the nutrition program, and perhaps I was ‘not meant to be’ if I studied nutrition.


Again, looking back at this decision in hindsight, I can say that the universe was looking out for me. Even though I wanted to study nutrition more than I wanted to study kinesiology, I ended up with greater appreciation of the human body, learned about the importance of movement and began carving out my career path in the co-operative education program at Wilfrid Laurier University. In co-op, I started a small business called, “Northern Girl Fitness” where I wrote a fitness journal and started a blog (which was always a dream of mine). I was also fortunate to get a placement at a retirement home where I implemented a Walking Program that won an award and sparked my interest in health promotion and program planning/evaluation.

During my fourth year, I ran into the same dilemma of not knowing what to do when I graduate. I ended up meeting two professors in my fourth year that had similar interests to mine, and helped me decide whether graduate studies were right for me. After weighing the pros and cons of working or applying for more school, I decided to apply for Graduate Studies at both Wilfrid Laurier University and the University of Waterloo, to simply see if I could get in. To my surprise, I got into both programs (which made me realize that it was meant to be). I ended up choosing the program at Laurier because it was thesis-based and it allowed me to work closely with two professors that have my best interest in mind.

In a recent interview with Olivia, at LivYourLife (check out the article here), I opened up to Olivia about some of the struggles I have overcome and how I stay positive. Within this interview, I mentioned how the poem, ‘The Road Not Taken’ by Robert Frost has helped me to be more at ease in my decision making. It reads:

“Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.”

– Robert Frost

pexels-photo-196667.jpegToday, I sit half way through the second semester of my Master’s Degree. Even with my thesis looming in the back of my mind, I feel so proud of all the obstacles that I pushed through and the decisions I made to get myself here. If my high school plan worked out, I would have been graduated from a nutrition program and potentially a registered dietitian by now, but instead, I find myself pursuing a different interest that I never thought I would have – looking out at a completely different landscape then I would have ever imagined. In hindsight, I’m glad that I created my own path and stayed back for an extra year, even through all my friends were doing the opposite. I’m also glad that I stuck through school and pursued my interests. Sometimes, paths diverge and you may not know where you are going, but in the end it will work out – it always does. I still find myself sitting here and wondering, “what will I do next”, but I know whatever decision I make will be the “right” or the “best” decision that I can. Whichever path I take, will lead me on a wonderful journey because, man! My life has been a journey so far!

Hope you have a fabulous week.


Heather 💕

There is no wrong decision

DIY Inspiration Board

In this video, I show you how to create your own motivation board.

Hello! My name is Heather and I am so happy that you stumbled upon my channel! Visualization is something we tend to overlook and underestimate. This DIY inspiration board will help you establish your goals and display them for everyone to see. Physically seeing your dreams each day will motivate you and push you to accomplish them. Keep dreaming and make them come true 🙂

Leave me a comment below with some of they ways that you motivate yourself to achieve your dreams.


Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PtcHGXAMl0